I mean no harm.

Problem

My dad talked about slapping with my daughter.  I want him to shut up.

They won't stop.  What's your problem, being mean all the time?  I'm not trying to talk to you.

Why are you talking?  I thought I was alone.

Your rules are all connected to your own sin.

STOP IT

WHY CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME THE BLOODY HELL ALONE

I was just thinking of ignoring the shitty messages I get so I won't be bothered, and they came on triumphant.  I will never be manipulated by you, you sick immature people.

WHY WON'T YOU STOP

Problem, Again!

My dad was reclining (STOP IT) on the sofa for Ellen looking fat and stupid and cozy to represent me, like I had to check Twitter when I didn't start the BS.

What?

You're confident you were good to me?

What'd I do, now?

I guess I didn't care what was said about thinking of v*******.  I gave them the opportunity to take it back, but they didn't.  :(  They are making me look bad.  I have been trying to keep to myself somewhat.. I wonder if that walk didn't help.  I won't feel I deserve anything, in the end.  I mean, I live a certain way.  I want certain things.  Like, I want to be influential again in the arts and told I did a good job.  I want pleasant meetings with people and not have me end up like this!  I'm trying to be a certain personality!!

STOP IT AND LEAVE ME ALONE

Problem

I got some shitty messages via Twitter.  Against my liking Florida by Ellen.  Like having kids.  What's her problem?

More

I think Ellen made my cousin not join my page.. but I dunno, it didn't automatically add her.

STOP

STOP RUINING WHAT MY RELATIONSHIP WAS AND LOADING THE PAGE FUNNY

So..

..Maybe, I should remember later I can post this on my blog.  Why should it matter if you did something to me I can't do to you?

I was thinking..

..he's a bit stupid like his parents said (SHUT THE HELL UP!!) but he wants to be left alone to have a good time without people flirting him into them instead.

My dad is dangerous.

He threatens to hurt anyone who's not mean to me.

Get him to not be able to do that cuz it's working.

:(

So, what?  Stop trying to get my dad close.

Do you want me to forget you?  Yes, I thought of s****ing, but you made fun of how I did that to my mom.

You can't bother me like that.

What can I do to get this to stop?

Not Sure

Guess I forgot you think it's okay you don't like mental violence.  I thought of a s*** when my mom thought my future baby would be shit and not someone else, too.

More Problems

I t****** you for calling my future baby affected and fat from my dad and for making the feeling of harmed, poor boys into my future kid on the right, the boy now.. when I was dressing and on one foot!  You're a sicko!  Need I say more?  You are not right to be mean to me.  I don't care.  I'm not gonna keep saying this.  My therapist does squat!  And you associated those boys with a rattle and more happened this morning!  GO AWAY!

Is anyone out there okay??

Is anyone out there okay??  I'm so sorry..  I just do this and think it's not like I'm invading anyone but rather putting forth.

What did I do wrong?  I didn't call anyone anything, and *beep* is okay.

:(

Problem

I can't have them bothering me and wasting my life!

You know,

I talked about it online, and I don't want to hear about it in the morning.

Problem

You got hung up on something.  Nothing just happened.  Go help yourself.  You're a real problem.

Problem

I SAID STOP

Problem

STOP CHANGING THE WAY MY COMPUTER WORKS AND I SAID TO SHUT THE HELL UP

Problem

I SAID STOP YOU'RE GETTING ON MY NERVES HAVING ME TYPE THIS!

Problem

I SAID STOP.  YOU CANNOT COME IN HERE.

AND STOP BEING SHITTY AND ASIAN AROUND ME.

Problem

I can see people gaping, but I'm not the one with a problem.  I said stop talking to me like that!

Problem

I just told you to stop, I'm not a "nigger!"

Problem

You have to listen to me.  Stop talking.  You said I didn't study so you could waste my time.  This is not gonna be my stinkin' life you *beep*!

Problem

I'm sick and tired of dealing with the experimenters's attitudes.  I thought it could be fun, but I'd guess not.

Problem

The people experimenting on me hate me.  I already said they were simple racists.

I didn't ask my parents to come into my life like this.  This is all because of that silly Nell thing, thinking they wanted me to call her something literally.

So

You think you're better?  I see the way your eyes turn down, end of sentence, end of story, but that's just what I saw..  I feel like I'm begging, when I'm not..

I'll tell you "what" the message was and still is.  They had some food sitting on top of something, and the big picture was like my dad would have stimulated me in bad ways.  For some reason before, he asked more nicely if I had something to say after strangely asking "how I was."

Now, why don't you get those people for acting like I'm some strange fantasy of Ellen "telling an adult something," with a ball for a stomach and tilting my head up like I'm a snowman or something?  She won't stop!!

Problem

So, I got mad in the kitchen and thought a lotta things by accident but was able to think normally once at the beginning.

I found a lot of symbolic messages.

Ellen sent me a message on her show, too, that matched.  Most kids don't have to put up with their parents.  (They just made the button blink as I posted that, like Ellen matters and now my desires and me as a person don't.)  I was a good girl and things were going well at age 3 and 4 and a bit before until my little brother was born.  They thought he was not as good as me, and people keep trying to turn it around!  I don't need a *beep* whoop made of this!

I feel so mad.. it felt like I was getting cancer.  Why can't my parents leave me the Hell alone?  And yes I am here to socialize with them but from time to time, not like I'm my dad's toilet hole.